My favorite perfume, for many years, has been a discontinued fragrance called “Ananya” by The Body Shop. It was a perfume oil and I loved it because, since it was an oil and not a spray, it lasted forever (both the scent when you wore it and the bottle, since you only use a little dab.)

It’s been discontinued for a long time and has gotten more and more expensive to get it when you find it. The photo below shows what I’m talking about. Unreal when it used to cost about $20-$30. Scott even bought a little bottle on eBay once for me because he really liked it, too, but buying it is just not in my budget these days. I went to a makeup counter to smell some different ones but none were close to my favorite and the different ones I liked were pretty expensive, too.

SOOOOOO, I decided to work on making a new perfume on my own somehow. I wanted it to be an oil, like my old favorite, for the longevity. I decided to start off by taking some of my favorite oils that I use in my diffuser, scents I really love, and just playing around with them to get a concoction I was happy with. I bought some empty lip gloss roller bottles to put them in. The bottles arrived yesterday evening.

Do you know that today, literally the first day I tried this AND the very first bottle I made smells JUST LIKE Ananya! I guess it is no wonder that I like each of these diffuser fragrances because my favorites, in varying amounts, ended up creating exactly what I wished I had but couldn’t buy.

I haven’t even worn perfume now for months because, well, what’s the point? There’s no one here to say “Ooohhh, you smell so good!” But I’ve been wanting some recently because it reminds me of date nights with my husband and I have beautiful memories of those times we spent together. (His cologne gets spritzed on a pillow on my bed every time it wears off.)

I can’t even explain to you how 𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘣𝘭𝘦 this is (in the natural world.) I had to write down what fragrance I was adding to the bottle and how much of each as I mixed it so that I would know how to make adjustments or to recall the “recipe” if I decided I had found something that I liked. Each scented oil has a different amount and there are multiple different scents mixed into it. Some a dropperful, a half dropperful, some in varying numbers of drops only. Having this be the outcome of the very first chemistry-experiment attempt I made is only possible supernaturally. I’m not gonna lie; it made me cry both to smell it and to slowly come to the realization what the odds were of this happening on my very first bottle. I don’t currently have a bottle of Ananya to test it against but I have worn this stuff since I was a teenager living in Germany – which was still separated into East & West Germany at the time – that should give you an idea of how well I know this stuff. If it’s not 𝘦𝘹𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘭𝘺 the same scent, it is so close that my well-acquainted nose is unable to sniff the difference. It’s mind-boggling. I wasn’t even trying to create 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 scent. I just expected I’d be able to find something I liked and have it not cost what the eBay sellers are charging for their products.

I 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 even considered the idea that this would be what I came up with. I’m still flabbergasted, honestly. But God…

See, we tend to think He only has time to care about the BIG things. That’s because our minds are so very finite. But God is infinite in His abilities to care for us. This may seem like such a small thing to some people but it is such a big thing to me. God knew that. He knew and He cared enough to show me how He works…on my very first attempt without having any inclination that I could ever “figure out” that particular scent. I was just being crafty (which I enjoy doing in many respects) and wanted to make something that smelled pretty. I would have been happy just to like how it ended up smelling and not have it smell like a trash dumpster due to mixing random smells together. I didn’t pray “Hey, God, could you help me make this perfume just right, please? I’d like one of these bottles to come out smelling exactly like my favorite perfume, if you don’t mind…” because it honestly didn’t dawn on me to do so. God knows my heart, though. He knows I’ve been hurting. What parent wouldn’t go out of their way to give a soothing gift to their hurting child? God decided to go bigger anyway, even though I didn’t ask, just for me, to show me that He can.

Y’all…HE CAN. I’m here to tell you that HE CAN go big, even when it seems little. ♥️

P.S. I just looked up what the word “Ananya” means; it means “unique.” Today, it is slightly less unique than it was before.